| I sit alone and wonder. |
[11 Sep 2006|10:42am] |
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"If I could fly away, I wouldn't come back no more."
[ .Jest.Über.Alles. ]
It's been a while since I've updated this. I apologize to you Jest-a-holics who come here and read this shit. I think I'll only write here when I have time or when I'm bored as fuck. Well, I havn't been up to much recently. I think I'ma go to the mall today and buy some CD's. I hope there's still Screeching Weasel CD's and I want to also get the new AFI album that's out.
I don't have much to say. I've been lifting weights like crazy and I've also been on this diet, which has been working pretty awesome. I'm not fat, I'm lean muscular built, but I would like my muscles to be "hardcore" defined, so thus I'm on this diet. 'Cause I could lift alot of weights, do alot of reps, but my muscles arn't as defined as I'd like them to be, so I went on this diet that I heard will help get my muscles to become well defined, without making me lose muscles, too.
So it's been working so far, I'm glad about it. I weighed 125lbs. and in the matter of three days, I hit 117lbs. I'm currently 120lbs, mainly because my muscles are growing more, I think it's due to my consumption of potein. It's all good in the hood, though. I'm also getting my six pack back, which is totally awesome and perfectly fine with me. I'm happy.
I guess this is my que to get the fuck out of here, so until next time, shit breaks.
Laters.
Keep on rocking,
jest.uber.alles
"Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out.
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone,
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh,
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending."
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| Tsunami Bomb! |
[12 Jul 2006|08:21pm] |
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"Barbie Girl" by Tsunami Bomb. |
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Holy shit! Tsunami Bomb is fuckin' awesome! I love 'em! They're the shit! YEAH! FUCK YEAH! HAHAHAHHAA! I'm listening to some of their songs! I love 'em. I'm so fuckin' hyped right now! I'm skating tonight and hanging with the boys! I can't wait! This is going to be great. I have to go to sleep soon. Le sigh. It's all good, though. I'm getting tired. So that's good.
I don't have anything to talk about.
Laters, bitches.
<3,
jest.uber.alles
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[12 Jul 2006|01:48pm] |
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"The Oceans Breathes Salty" by Modest Mouse. |
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When I awoke this morning, I found myself in a jolly mood. Why? Perhaps it was due to the fact I'm not feeling so sick, anymore. Why is that? You may ask. Well, I'm not quite sure myself. I felt like shit last night. I felt really, really sick. Now, suddenly, a miracle has happened and I feel great today.
I'm anxious for tonight. I'm kicking back with my cousins, Joe, Matt, and Martin. I think we're going to skate, but I'm not sure. We might not. In-fact, we may just kick back at Joe's house all night, which I really don't mind at all. It's been fun hanging with those guys and I honestly miss them. They're my homie G doggs. Hahahaha.
I peeked out the door earlier, and low-and-behold, it's a dry day today. Do you know what that means? It means I'm going to skateboard tonight, if it remains dry, that is. Hopefully it remains dry. Even if it rains, though, I'll still be with Joe, Matt, and Martin- That's fun all in itself.
I have nothing to really talk about, once again. I'm not sure if I've mentioned this, but Jessica Alba is fuckin' gorgeous. She's beautiful. I downloaded a shitload of wallpaper, themes, and skins for my computer. I mean, for everything, all with her in it. From backgrounds, to themes for winamp, windows media player, even the browsers themselves- from Internet Explorer to Mozilla Firefox.
I'm listening to some Modest Mouse right now. They're alright. Joe was playing some at his house, and the room was fuckin' dark, and it was just so fuckin' relaxing. Me, Martin, Joe, and Matt, chilling in the dark room, doing nothing but smoking and talking. It was great. I miss those times in the past. I know, it may seem boring to you guys, but Joe, Matt, and Martin, are not only my cousins, but we all think alike.
Our humor is the same, our personalities and thoughts, it's almost as if we're not individuals, but one personality. We enjoy our times together and everything. I love those guys. So, yes, it may seem boring to you guys, but Joe, Matt, Martin, and I could talk for hours. It's wonderful. I missed those guys like crazy.
Well, I best be going. Nothing else to say. I'm anxious for tonight. I can't wait.
Laters, bastards.
<3,
jest.uber.alles
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| Jessica Alba! |
[12 Jul 2006|02:09am] |
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Some crap by the Shins. |
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God damn! Jessica Alba is so fuckin' hot! I can't stress it enough! I downloaded so much wallpaper of her, it's sick. I even got skins for Winamp, Windows Media Player, and themes for Firefox -and- Internet Explorer of her. Damn, she's so fuckin' hot. I swear. Well...
I don't have much to talk about. I was late for work today. That sucked balls, 'cause I could get into big, BIG trouble. I didn't, though. They love me too much at my work. BWARHARHARHARHARHAR! Well, really, like I said, I don't know what to talk about. I know I need to go take a shit soon. So, that's what I'm going to do. Go take a shit real soon.
I downloaded a shitload of Modest Mouse and the Shins songs. A shitload. I have tons of their songs. I don't like the Shins that much, though. Modest Mouse is good, though I wish they didn't change their style. They used to be so fuckin' awesome before, but now they changed their style and honestly, I don't like 'em as much, but they're... alright, I guess.
See you fuckers later.
<3,
jest.uber.alles
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| Now, for our next contender. |
[09 Jul 2006|07:50am] |
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I didn't do much today. I watched Superman Returns two days ago. It was awesome. It was alot better than what I thought it would be. I liked the actor, 'cause he did a good job as playing Superman. I mean, think about it, Superman would be a cocky prick, too, if he had that much glory and fame. I still think Christopher Reeves did a way better job and even looked more the part, but the new Actor did an alright job. I'm pleased. It was a good movie.
On other news, I got back my Kingdom Hearts 2 today. I beat the game a while ago, it was awesome. I still think it was way, WAY too easy. I had so much fun playing it, though, 'cause the battles are pretty intense, but the storyline is pretty fuckin' good. Wow. I really miss online journals. My fingers are just typing away at this. Hahaha. This is wonderful.
I think I'ma be a LiveJournal supporter from now on. I used to love UJournal, but they shut down. I hated DeadJournal, 'cause it's full of emo sappy fucks that I can't stand. Majority of the people on there just whine and complain. I can't stand that kinda shit. Wah, wah, WAAAAAAH! Fuckin' babies. I know there's emo kids on here, too, but fuck, not everyone on here is like that, where-as majority on DeadJournal were.
Then Xanga is too over-rated. Fuck a Xanga. It's full of shit. As for MySpace goes. I liked MySpace, but there was far too much shit you could do on there. No, I don't wanna waste my time commenting you fuckers, unless there's a reason to comment. Like, I'll read your entry, alright, I'll comment. But please, if you havn't talked to me in fuckin' months, why the fuck should I comment you?
Then there's the picture thing. "Look at me, I'm so emo." If you're so emo, why are you such a fuckin' self obsessed prick ass camera whore? Exactly, you whiney little shit. There's no reason to be so obsessive about razors. C'mon, cheer up. Now, I'm not ragging on the emo kids... wait, I am- Sorry. I mean, as for me, I'm a fuckin' camera whore and it's true- I love myself.
I think I'm God's gift to women. I'm eye candy, to men and women alike. I'm buff, I'm sexy, I good looking, I have a large penis, -and- I'm great in bed. So why can't I be a camera whore? 'Cause baby, I'm a fuckin' super model. Take me to your prom, I'll win Prom Queen, you'll win Prom King, just because -I- made -you- look good. Yes, I'm cocky, but I have every God damned right to be. So, now, want me to be your Punk Rock Prom Queen?
;)
I think I'm going to work on my layout a bit more. I think I'll change the font-type. I like the whole fuckin' Courier New font. Maybe I'll use that as my main text. I wonder how many people read my Journal here. C'mon, people, don't be shy. Post your thoughts, your comments, do whatever. I appreciate the fuckin' comments, by the way. So leave some. Even if you're not registered under LiveJournal, you could post as Anonymous, just leave your name on the bottom.
Well, I'm out. Laters, fuckers.
<3,
jest.uber.alles
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| Raise your fists and unite! |
[06 Jul 2006|09:37pm] |
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"Sunshine" by Screeching Weasel. |
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I'm on a friends laptop right now. I don't have much to say. It's been a while since I've lifted weights. I really need to start lifting weights, again. I think I'ma go on a diet until I start lifting weights, again. I was really buff before, but what happens to muscle when you don't maintain it? It becomes fat; Therefore, my solution. Diet until I move back into my parents house. Yay!
Well, once I get back into my parents house. I'm gonna lift weights, but most likely remain on the diet. I think I'm going to do this. Lift weights, diet, only drink water or green tea, skate more often, run, and I should be totally fine, right? I hope so. I don't wanna get fat. Fuck that. I'd rather stay slim, buff, and sexy- Like I am now. Hahahaha.
I really don't have much to say. It's my friend Kevin's birthday tomorrow. I think we're gonna go watch Superman Returns or something. So this is going to be a change. A big change, I think. Since I moved down south here, I hardly go into civilized areas, unless I'm dropping April to work, or if I'm going to work, myself.
I want to get a digital camera. I'm so going to camera whore it all day. I love taking pictures, and I love taking pictures of myself. I'm a dirty, filthy slut for a camera. Bwarharharhar! I can't help it. I love pictures. I love photography. I also happen to love myself. That's healthy, isn't it? I think it is.
Well, I best be going. Until next time, you dirty bastards.
<3,
jest.uber.alles
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| Hollar at your boy! |
[06 Jul 2006|05:33pm] |
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"Dingbat" by Screeching Weasel. |
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So I havn't been up to much. I'm on my friends laptop right now. I don't have much to say. I'm just playing on Gaia right now, chilling in CE. I have nothing to do, 'cause I just woke up. I think I'm going to go skateboard later tonight. You see, my time schedule is whack. I wake up around five o'clock at night, or afternoon, however you want to term it. Then I stay awake 'till 11am.
I don't do much. I work for the Court, so that's all good. Just an errand boy. That's it. Well, I'm not even a boy, since I'm a 23 year old male. I don't know what to say. Life sorta sucks right now. My stomach hurts. Meyeballs hurt. I havn't seen my friends in such a long ass times, except the last two days. They came out to hang with me. It was great. I miss them.
Well, I got some skating done. It was fun. It was good. I feel like listening to punk for some reason. I used to be really punked out before, but recently, I've been listening to alot of hip-hop. I don't understand why. I don't know... maybe the drama in my life right now. Oh well, I'm not gonna go all emo about it.
I guess, since I really don't have much to say, I'll just end my first entry on LiveJournal here. I'm bored as hell and I wanna get ill, so I'ma go to a place where my homeboys chill. Hahaha. Laters, you bastards.
<3,
jest.uber.alles
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